is this thing on?

I'm going to say this out loud- I'm officially freaking out. From worry about the move itself (what if the remaining elevator breaks? what if my place is still an utter disaster? what if we go to sleep tonight and wake up saturday not having packed anything else?) to irrational worry (have I missed a test in any one of my six classes?) to emotional worry (OMG Nick is MOVING.into.my.space.), I'm just one big ball o worry.

This will be the first time in nearly a decade that I've not had a place I could bolt to. This will also be the first time someone has moved in to a place I already defined as my own.

...

Guess I'll just need to sit here and breathe.